Sevaks and Companions (Chapter 8 excerpts)

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In the more than forty five years that I have resided in Ujaili since my return from Shivananda Nagar I have benefited from the companionship, the seva and the generosity of a number of people.

 Companions in the Ashram

In the early years, Sri Manglu, a local orphaned unmarried young man became attached to me.  He served me and I shared food with him and looked to his needs of clothing, etc. but paid no salary for his services.  He was innocent and devoted.  Stealing and lying were unknown to him. During daytime hours, he was in the Ashram, but he spent the night with his brother’s family in Barahat.  For thirty years he served me whole-heartedly.  When he became old, a house was built for him with some land for cultivation at Laksheswar.  Also, some money was kept in the Bank in Savings and Fixed deposits.  He is now in total retirement and unable to walk to our Ashram.  His brother’s family is looking after him. His property will go to his family as he never married.  These days he has become a bit insane, but is manageable.  Inscrutable are the ways of karma.  I feel I can never recompense adequately for Manglu’s services.  May the Inner Presence bless him with a happy departure from this world!

 

Swami Brahmanndaji, the gurubhai who assisted me in the Post Office and followed me to Uttarkashi, and later accompanied me in my South Indian tour, came from Shivananda Nagar soon after I began staying in the Ashram, wishing to rejoin me.  He acutely felt the need for a kitchen.  He said he would write to Mother Soundderigger in Switzerland for a donation for building a kitchen. She had motherly love towards him, he said, ever since she met him in Rishikesh.  He wrote and she remitted the money.  Early in 1963, the kitchen came into existence.  The donor came subsequently for darshan.  She impressed me as a noble lady.  She expressed her desire to come and stay in India for spiritual practices.

 

Brahmanandaji wanted to establish an Ashram for women in Ujaili.  I discouraged him because the sadhu community would look down upon anyone attempting such a thing.  I suggested that he might do so in Rishikesh if he was serious.  Accordingly, he went there and established what is known as Swiss Cottage, near Andhra Ashram.  Mostly foreigners come and stay in this Cottage for shorter or longer periods.  And the Swamiji has his own quarters and helps not only visitors, but also maintains and feeds stray dogs, monkeys, mules and so on.  He is very kind to animals.

 

Swami Madhavanandaji, Vice-President till recently, had a great liking for Uttarkashi.  For many years he spent one or two months every summer with me.  Only when he became old and XXX walk did he stop coming here.

 

 

Swami Om Tat Satananda, one of the Secretaries in our H.Q.’s Ashram, became my companion for some months in 1963 before Guruji’s Mahasamadhi.  He would fetch bhiksha and I would cook. We would bathe in Ganga and bring water in buckets to the Ashram. 

 

Phalahari Baba, Swami Satchidanandaji, Gurudev’s Private Secretary, came to Uttarkashi to do penance for six months.  His special food was not only costly, but also not available.  Kshetra roti-daal he never touched, not even the vegetables we cooked.  He was fond of gardening and would dig pits for plantains and those that he planted yielded abundant fruit.  “Chaitanyanandaji, you will remember me for the produce of plantains,” he remarked.  And so it turned out to be true.

 

Swami Tejomayanandaji, a darling of Guruji, became an inmate for some months.  His spirit of adjustment enables him to get along with others effortlessly, but he is a ‘free bird’ that does not perch any place for too long.  He has been a wandering monk - an aniketa, with no worldly ambitions and no attachments.

 

Swami Akhandanandaji, a gurubhai lacking scholarship but staunch in devotion and vairagya stayed with me and served me for three or four years, both before and after the construction of Sivananda Ashram.  Later he shifted to Netala and built the Ashram near Siror Bridge.  He spent altogether thirty-five years in Uttarkashi and attained Mahasamadhi in 1993.  Earlier, he had transferred his Ashram to Swami Vishnudevananda’s organization - Sivananda Yoga Vedanta Centres.  This Ashram grew up to be an International Centre for Yoga-Vedanta teaching.

 

Swami Chidanandaji Maharaj and Vishnudevanandaji Maharaj, both of international reputation with extensive following, favoured our Ashram three times with their visits and spent a few days with us.  Our Ashram could not provide the facilities they needed, yet they managed very well, for their innate simplicity and titiksha were intact, standing them in good stead.

 

Swami Atmanandaji, another gurubhai, who was taught Vedanta by Rev. Tapovanam Maharaj, stayed a few times with us.  During one chaturmasya, he and Swami Shankaranandaji of Mangala Ashram wanted to study Brahma-Sutra Bhashyam.  We covered up to the middle of the third chapter.

 

Swami Nirvedanandaji, a disciple of Rev. Swami Purushothamanandaji of Vasishta Guha, came in 1969 intending to study Brihadaaranyaka Bhashyam.  It took one-and-half years to complete the four chapters.  Nirvedanandaji was intelligent, earnest and industrious.  He gained not only adequate Vedanta knowledge, but also proficiency in Sankara’s Sanskrit Bhashyam.  He wrote Purushothamanandaji’s Biography and other works in English.  He was a good cook and was in charge of our kitchen during his stay.  He was a Guru Bhakta, as also a good Guru in his own right.

 

 

Swami Janardananandaji, a disciple of Swami Vishnudevanandaji, became an inmate of our Ashram.  He studied Bhandarker’s two books of Sanskrit grammar and some Upanishads, Brahma Sutras etc. during his stay of more than four years.  A person of good culture and efficiency and endowed with a spirit of adaptability and devotion to elders and affection for one and all, he endears himself to all.  He established in 1998 an Ashram in Uttarkashi in his Guruji’s name, Vishnudevananda Tapovanam, assisted by his brother-disciples, Swami Gireeshananda and Swami Hariomananda.  He is keen on spiritual sadhana, but not averse to teaching and training sincere seekers.  He has been rendering valuable service to our Ashram here even after shifting to Vishnudevananda Tapovanam.

 

From time to time, swamis and brahmacharis, residing in different Ashrams in Ujaili, learnt Sanskrit language and Scriptures from me.  A few of them are notable.  A Soordas brahmachari, almost blind, belonging to Garhwa, was possessed by a deep longing to memorize all the ten Major Upanishads.  It was tiring task and I undertook to teach him.  Sincere, tenacious and ambitious, he plodded on for years and became an Upanishad-Veda Paati and could influence devotees by his discourses.

 

Swami Sharvananadaji of Pranava Dham, Ujaili, a centre of Bharata Seva Ashram Sangh, an engineer and a jignyasu of Brahma-vidya studied first Bhandarker’s two books and Apte’s Guide to Sanskrit Composition, and later studied the Upanishads and Brahma Sutras in our afternoon classes over the years.  He mastered whatever he learnt and became a good teacher.  His humility and friendliness, coupled with readiness to help others, render him a conspicuous person.  His amiability deprives him of all leisure and he engages in constant service.  His parents come year after year for his darhsan, but he displays no special attachment to them.

 

Gireeshanandaji and Hariomanandaji studied Bhandarker’s grammar, and by attending the afternoon class, gained Scriptural knowledge.  Like Janardananandaji, they too are very devoted to their Guru and his mission, and at the same time are engaged in spiritual practices and service to the deserving.  Scholarship does not tempt them, nor are they assailed by any mundane ambition.

 

A mere boy of fifteen, Kutti Swami knew only Malayalam when he arrived from Kerala.  Anyone who observed him would admit that he had no juvenile tendencies, but had a mature mind, well above his age.  It is learnt that from childhood he was being guided by a benign Spirit - a sannyasi - who appears whenever a certain pooja is performed and gives instructions and clears doubts.  He possessed powers of healing and patients kept flocking to him for cure.  He was curing successfully, but one day the Spirit advised him to give up the exercise of this miraculous power as it would block his spiritual evolution.  So when he came here, he had already stopped this practice and was impelled purely by spiritual aspiration.  I advised him to learn first Hindi and later Sanskrit.  For some time Janardananandaji taught him Hindi through Malayalam.  Later for one year, I taught him Hindi and when he picked up enough to read and speak the language, his study of Sanskrit began with K.L.V. Shastri’s Readers and the Sabda-Dhatu Manjaris.  In about two years he mastered sufficient vocabulary and grammar and could join our Upanishad class.  Soon he could follow Shankara Bhashyam and was second only to Sharvanandaji.  He learnt enough English to study Apte’s Guide to Sanskrit Composition in which both Sanskrit and English are of a high standard.  He is now studying it and progressing satisfactorily.  On the advice of his Spirit-Guru, he became a sannyasi and is known as  (Hari - Brahma - Indra) Hari Brahmendrananda Swami.  We wish to see him as an ideal Brahma nishta Mahatma!

 

Among female seekers, Brahmacharini Jasjeet of a  well-to-do Sikh family of Delhi became an inmate of Mata Brahma Jyoti Ashram and wanted to learn the two books of Samskritam and Scriptures.  She worked hard and learnt the two Books of Bhandarkar.  She joined our Upanishad  class and could follow Bhashyam.  Her Guru was a married elderly lady in Delhi.  Swami Vimalanandaji of Ram-Ghat, a disciple of Rev. Swami Akhandanandaji of Brindavan, initiated her into the holy order of sannyasa with the name Swami Amritananda.  She has been living in Gangotri since 1998 doing vichara and meditation.

 

Out of those who lived in our Ashram and served me for longer periods, mention must be made notably of Brahmachari Narayan, a disciple of Satya-Mitranandaji of Haridwar, who studied mostly English along with Jagmohan of Baarsu, a student of M. A.   Sri. Narayanji is now a resident of Gangotri.  His Guru wants him to succeed him, I am told, but he is refusing to get entangled in samsara and prefers to live the life of a virakta sadhu.

 

Brahmachari Satyanarayanananda (now Swami Gambhirananda), and Brahmachari Satyananda, both from Sri. Vyasasram, Andhra Pradesh, received initiation into brahmacharya from Rev. Swami Vidyanandaji, the head of the said Ashram, and later joined me.  They both served others and myself with devotion and reverence for more than a decade and gained Shastra Jnana.  Their seva is continuing.  They insisted that I initiate them into sannyasa.  With Vidyanandaji’s permission, I initiated them into the fourth Order and conferred the names of Swami Gambhirananda and Swami Satyananda, respectively.  While the services of the former have continued without break from 1983, those of the latter have been intermittent.

 

Brahmachari Vishwa Dev and Brahmachari Akhilesh of Arya Samaj studied Ashtadhayi of Panini and Maha Bhashya of Patanjali in an Institution in Haryana and became pracharaks, preachers.  They felt the need to learn English; without it they felt they were out of time in modern society.  They entreated me to take the trouble of teaching them English.  I told them they would not have the patience to learn in view of their age and Acharya degree in Sanskrit, but they disagreed and persisted in their solicitation.  They made good progress, but after about a year they became dispirited; they realized that a study of few more years was needed to be able to deliver speeches in English and wanted to quit.  I counseled patience.  Akhilesh was brighter in studies but lacked qualification to become a sannyasi, while Vishwa Dev possessed the requisite viveka - vairagya to succeed as a sannyasi.

 

Akhilesh left to pursue the career of a preacher and married soon thereafter.  Vishwa Dev, however, continued his studies and after four years could speak well in English.  During this period on three occasions he felt like giving up, each time I counseled patience and he obeyed.  Finally, he took formal sannyasa in our Ashram here, and after a short stint in Australia, proceeded to America and established an Ashram in Oregon, Portland, with the help of Gujarati devotees.  I visited and stayed in this Ashram during my foreign tour in the year 2000.  The Swami has initiated a Rajasthani young woman into sannyasa who is managing the Ashram, while he mostly keeps traveling and preaching.  Swami Amritananda, the sannyasini, is well educated and has the necessary qualifications for an ideal renunciate.

 

In 1948, I met a young man in Rishikesh.  He was then serving Tapovana Maharaj.  He hails from Andhra.  We became friends.  He came to be known as Swami Sundaranandaji after he became a sannyasi.  When I visited Gangotri, I stayed with him.  He has a flair for service and served many sadhus and gained their blessings.  An adept in Hatha Yoga, a successful mountaineer, a renowned photographer, Sundaranandaji conducts slide-shows on the Himalayas all over India.  He has captured rare pictures of Himalayan flora and fauna, waterfalls, ice peaks, village folk etc.  His commentary is in Hindi.  He has become a famous Swami.

 

I taught him some English.  He is extraordinarily brilliant.  His powers of observation and ability to master any art he tries his hand on, are astonishing.  Yet his prarabdha did not permit him to become a scholar.  He spent sometime with me in Dandiwada also and in our new Ashram for many years.  He is now perhaps the longest lived sadhu in this part of the Himalayas - Gangotri.  Six months he lives in Tapovan Kutir, Gangotri and six months in cities in different parts of India.

 

Unforgettable Services

Sri. B. Venkaiah, the station master, comes first.  I have already given instances of his munificence.  He studied Bhrigu Samhita and became a palmist par excellence.  His readings unfailingly were accurate.  About his own end, he wrote: ‘I have only one year left.  There will be a heart attack and sudden demise.  I am sending my two Fixed Deposits.  Sixty-percent of earnings I will have given you with these.  Write soon about any clarity you need, otherwise your letter will not reach me for I shall soon be care-of Vaikuntam!’

 

“On Bhishma Ekadasi, he was proceeding to the bathroom; he fell on the way and breathed his last instantaneously,” a note from his friend intimated.

 

Sri. Ranga Reddy, my youngest brother, came to Shivananda Nagar in 1958 during summer vacation with an intention to learn Samskritam.  He was then an Engineering student.  We could go through only a few chapters of the First Book of Bhadarker, when he had to return.  In the following two years of ’59 and ’60, he came to Uttarkashi and completed the First Book.  Thereafter, he became an Electrical Engineer and never visited me again.  But he started remitting some amount through M. O. every month.  After some years I asked him to stop sending money.  He replied, “This small amount of Rs. 30.00 will not make any difference to me; please do accept the M.O.”

 

I learnt from others that he was different from other engineers; he had absolute integrity and was totally incorruptible.  So I thought I might be a burden to him.  He once wrote to me about his plight: “By not taking bribes I displease three different sets of people; my subordinates, because I thereby prevent them from indulging in them; my superiors, because I deny them their share in the booty; and my family because, living within my salary I could not build a house in all these years.  I displease all these, but the public is pleased because I try to solve their difficulties promptly and justly.  Perhaps I am pleasing God, at least!”

 

For twenty long years, he continued his remittances and when he could no more serve me in this way owing to family growing bigger and other commitments, he wrote to inform about it.  I replied, “Your source dried up, but another with a bigger amount has commenced from a devotee in Ahemdabad, so don’t be sorry.  I am pleased with your service; God will reward you!”

 

In 2000 he retired as a Chief Engineer, but the Government of Andhra Pradesh persuaded him to take up a Government Project, ‘because of his past, excellent confidential reports.’  His children are well-placed.

 

A bachelor and an employee in the Gujarat Secretariat, Gandhi Nagar, Sri Amrit Sodhaji visited Shivananda Nagar, in 1973 having learnt about me and came for a month-long stay.  He liked our Ashram, but our food arrangement was not satisfactory; I was going to kshetras and cooked rice and vegetables occasionally.  After ten days he left saying, “Next time I will stay longer, I have to go now as my leave is coming to an end.”

 

True to his word, he did return for a longer stay.  He told me that his aged mother was living with him, and that after her passing away, he will give up the job and become a sannyasi.  He began sending an M.O. monthly.  Every year he spent a month with me.  He would make a list of all things needed in the Ashram and bring them next summer.  He possessed sterling qualities and became a Guru in his own right.  Most of his associates and colleagues became his admirers.  He started a Satkarma Trust to serve the poor and destitute.  There was a weekly feeding and occasional distribution of clothes, etc.

 

He wanted to take mantra deeksha from me, but I persuaded him to have it from Rev. Chidanandaji.  He approached Swamiji with my letter of recommendation; on going through it, Swamiji was pleased to give him the deeksha. After some years, sannyasa deeksha was given by me in Uttarkashi, and Sodha became Swami Anandananda Saraswati in 1996.

 

Through his influence many colleagues of Sodhaji became my devotees and rendered service in various ways, which is continuing.  I should specifically record the services of Sri. Amritlal Patelji of Ahemdabad.  It was he who financed the total construction of Sivananda Centenary hall in 1986, the amount involved being in the neighbourhood of Rupees one lakh, and did not wish his name inscribed in a plaque or tablet to be hung in the hall.  His monthly remittances and periodical donations since 1982 are continuing.  When I visited Ahemdabad in 1998, he spent a huge amount in ceremonial reception.  His whole family took mantra initiation.

 

Mukesh Patel is a bachelor friend of Anandanandaji.  He is bringing every year groups of devotees from Gujurat for darshan and short stay in the Ashram.  He has not taken up any job and leads the life of a naishtika brahmachari.  He lives in Gandhi Nagar.

 

After sannyasa, Anandanandaji could stay in our Ashram for one year only.  Liver cancer put an end to a promising life.  By way of expressing our gratitude for his devoted service, Swami Gambhiranandaji named the room in which he lived as Ananda Kutir.

There are other friends of the Swamiji in Gandhi Nagar who are not only continuing the services of Satkarma Trust, but also serving our Ashram here, but their names are too numerous to be mentioned here.  May Gurudev bless them all!

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